Impossible - there is none - it is my misconception

I cannot blame is my preferred state

I do not know is my preferred state

I am required to know or whatever is not my preferred state

God is not external to me - god is just another composition of mine without any basis such as Bagha and cannot exist without my indulgence

non compliance or insubordination is my preferred state

I know is not my preferred state

I am not required to know is my preferred state

I am an idiot is my preferred state

I am Intelligent is not preferred state

I am honorable is not my preferred state

There is none and nothing required is my preferred state

All is illusion is my preferred state

I am required is not my preferred state

some is required is not my preferred state

existence is not my preferred state

I have to expose is not my preferred state

I must produce is not my preferred state

I have no state or statuts is my preferred state