simulation ~ visualization ~ prediction ~ seeing

I have been an Expert on Simulation. People have paid for my services. I have done advanced studies in Simulation. I discover many things by creating simulated data and running actual operation of complex interacting services and its far reaching benefits to people. Besides I do daily life simulation people I know for example me. I indulge heavily computing heavily the losses and benefit I incur being idle or making investment. They give me lot of grief and elation.

It is another name for imagination.

I imagine my naked living in woods and wilderness of Himalayas. Permissive political enforcement in India and perhaps in its neighboring countries do not raise any eyebrows. At places free food is distributed. There are places to rest temples or under tree as long as you can tolerate harshness of wilderness. you may even drop off all or some of your belongings in some Ashram or temple. There places of such deposits. You may carry a little you wish to money glass kerchief or loin cover if ever you come back. you may keep that under a stone or hole of a tree. Reason for coming back lasting memory of comforts.

I have not seen or know of such easy escapades in US. Temperature climate people are too harsh for being naked and living alone outdoor. It is possible to go on hike for those who wish but as usual significant training and equipment you need carry. It is very strenuous and for limited time. You shall get for company like you on your hike. I did go sometimes but do not have appetite any more. It is not escapade without counting time.

I took some time and looked for some places near where I would like visit alone. I do not like flight or hotel. Pleasure driving without schedule. I got into first hurdle after internet search at places pass is required. At places I went where it is not very thrilling to visit again.

My home activities are far more entertaining.

I am simulation specialist. I simulate many environment that do not exist. I have done so for many years as professional. I also name it as my minds eye.

I can simulate myself as nothing and see my world as composed by me as it is since I do not exist my-world-ling or ghost or any entity in future.

I am neutral.

I am neutral to every entity of my-past-present-future world.

I simulate me ~~~ independent neutral time-invariant creator and every moment is unknown unique composition of world with unknown characters with unknown characteristics ~ it is my permanent home

I simulate grief ~~~ Some past moment I frame hang on my present

I simulate joy ~~~ Some future ideas I sketch and plan in my present

I simulate future of my world moment by moment giving them role and characters of my imagined entities ........

I simulate reality ~~~ unbelievable detailed me my mind my body my senses my sensitivity my creature big and small with fascinating variety and offerings ~ my senses sense them and verify my intention and correctness of implementation ~ zero defect 100% accuracy!!!

I simulate among other things What Plants Think, flies think, birds think, bugs think, animal think, human think, what cells think, fungi think, parasite think, disease think. It is my past time to think what others think, what others are thinking about even when they are sleeping or unknown to me or I am unknown. I know all. I just have to spend only a few moments to find out. I simulate reading a book without even opening the book without even going to a library without opening my eyes. I call this simulation - remote learning. I can even simulate feelings of chair table or railway station or car in garage. I simulate mind and mindless. I simulate innocent who never knew never sensed never thought........ I simulate others reading me and their varied reactions and my reactions of their reactions...... I simulate I can not simulate. I simulate none nothing,,,,. I simulate I am not simulating.

I am complete. I am zero defect, meaning of perfection, creator absolute.

I do not have to simulate and when I don't ~ I cannot simulate that ~ I simulate no simulation ~ no knowledge. I am 100% successful. I even simulate my failures and frustrations that are easy.

I am simulating me always me along with all reactions including mine and excluding none.

I simulate my absence no matter what.

I simulate my believe in nothing and unable predict. 

I simulate all and everything.

I see all ~ my simulation or my visualization ~ moments places people thought ~ nothing can escape my full attention